Thoughts and Loneliness
Author's Note: We all have those classes, those classes with none of our friends. I wrote this because of the awkwardness of that class.
"She never
talks"
Why?
Why would you say
that?
Maybe
Maybe you should
consider the facts…
Consider…
That I don't want to
talk to you
That I am stuck in
this awful class
Where none of my
friends are here
I'm stuck
As far as "new
friends"
I don't like the
people here
They don't seem to like me
Consider…
That you all think
you're so cool
You have stupid
conversations
Over me
So I sit in the
corner
Avoiding all of your
eyes
I roll my eyes when
you can't see
I mumble about you
under my breathe
I am filled with
relief when I finally get to leave
Consider….
That I'm just
annoyed
As if a hated this
class enough
Now these morons are
here
They don't
understand
How I feel
To be trapped like
this
To have to come here
every day
To have turn my
shoulder to you
And use my hand to
shield me from your dragon's fire gaze
Wouldn't that annoy
you?
Maybe I feel trapped
here
In my separate cage
Maybe you aren't
As AMAZING as you
think you are
Because while you
talk and laugh
I try not to scream
But what would
happen if I screamed?
Would you notice?
Would you look at me
weird?
Would you ask what's
wrong?
Reading this, you
might think, Let it go
But how can I?
It's every day
It's on my last
nerve
So maybe I will
"move on"
But I'll never
forget
So I'll sit here
In my bubble of
thoughts and loneness
Waiting for the bell
to set me free